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[atonceiknew]

[lazing under the kotatsu with snacks as usual, watching tv and trying not to look too gloomy...

... wearing her glasses. unusual.]

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[atonceiknew]

I'm serious! I...

[she knows she's being irrational, but.]

[notmagnificent]

... You're the one who said I should talk to her if I wanted to.

[atonceiknew]

I know! You should do what you want, and I don't want to be unreasonable, but... I...

[notmagnificent]

I wasn't joking, Acchan, I'm not going anywhere.

[atonceiknew]

[oh god why am i crying]

[notmagnificent]

Asuna? Hey—

[what. what is happen.

shuffles over...]

[atonceiknew]

[r-recoils a little, hastily wiping her eyes.]

[notmagnificent]

Are you okay? I'm sorry.

[atonceiknew]

[how embarrassing]

... I'm fine.

[notmagnificent]

What do you want me to do?

[atonceiknew]

I don't... want you to be lonely. So...

[notmagnificent]

When I said that, I didn't mean ...

[atonceiknew]

It's okay, Leifr.

[notmagnificent]

No, look, I just— I just never thought you needed me.

[atonceiknew]

—What?

[notmagnificent]

[why don't i just stab myself in the face, this is so embarrassing]

You don't feel the same way I feel about you.

[atonceiknew]

... Stupid.

[notmagnificent]

Am I?

[atonceiknew]

Yes!

[notmagnificent]

So I'm wrong?

[atonceiknew]

Yes. I'm just... not very good at...

[notmagnificent]

... Are you sure?

[atonceiknew]

When you say things to me so plainly, sometimes... I don't know what to do. I'm... terrible at it, but you seem just fine with saying whatever you please.

[notmagnificent]

... I figured you wouldn't take me seriously, so I just said whatever I felt like.

[atonceiknew]

... You can be frustrating sometimes.